I don't know why...but since the day I moved from California to Arizona almost all of the friends that i've been getting have been fake. It's sort of sad. Theres this girl that I know her name starts with an S, and when we first met we got along pretty well. But then later on I began to realize that she was either really bitchy, or really jealous. Every time i'd post a picture on facebook she'd comment about how weird I looked in the picture. To her, every physical aspect of me was terrible. I know, I should've just told her that she was a stupid bitch. But instead I just stayed friends with her, I laughed at every remark she made. In fact, I am still "friends" with her. And she still makes those snarky comments. But you know what, I think i'm finished with faking happiness when i'm around her. She does that too me one more time, and I swear that all her crap is going to backfire in her face. Another girl that I am friends with is a girl whose name starts with an "h". At school, we are known to be best friends. But the truth is sometimes I just can't stand her! When I tell her that i'm feeling down, she doesn't listen. She just changes the subject into something thats going on in her life. Of course, me being the dumbass I just sit there and listen to what she has to say about herself. I listen and comfort her. When I ask her something, she sometimes ignores me. When I bring up an idea, she brings it down. I really don't know what to do. Why are my "friends" so superficial??? Amy Chaney and Noreen Dhillion...just know that I miss you guys a lot!! You guys were great listeners, and you guys were fun to hang out with. I actually enjoyed a good chat with you.
XoXo, A [troubled] future fashion designer.
